you won’t let me go

or is it that i can’t let you go

my head is full of clutter, clangs and bangs

my stomach is full of emptiness you left and i tend to

my heart isn’t here

let’s not get started on my liver

without you

I’ve never felt so alone

i cannot tell what’s real 

what are the lies

how do i really feel

this isn

t fair

you are a drug and i know that

but you’re the only way i know how to survive

howling into a chasm nobody else knows is there

my wails don’t echo

they die just as i did when i left you