letter to my future self

wow! Mason! what an amzing life you have creatived for me. I live in a giant penthouse on the top of a mountain overlooking a city. i can see the sunset and the sunrise from my windows. i can fly at will, which is one of my favorite things to do. i have been to every country because i can do that. i can conjure anything with my free will. i can make anyone feel loved wiht some eye contact. i am an award winning author, and i have a lover who i love more than anything. he is kind, and validates me on my journey. i am more impressed by him than anyone else in the world.

i have lots of friends and more love than i know what to do with. i have healed poor relationships with other people and with myself. i live near a waterfall. i am extremely joyful, i exercixe every day. i am a professional dancer and singer, and i can turn invisible. i really am the first modern superhero, and i did it all because of the actions you are taking right now.

i know that it doesn’t feel liek it, but every little action you are taking now and you will take is leading you to this reality. the future is inevitable, believe me, i am future you. you don’t have to worrey about it. but enjoy the journey. allow yourself to fuck up, you will still get here. you can do this.

when it comes to romantic love, give it a good college try, but don’t sacrifice yourself for another person ever. you know how that turns out. and when you’re lonely, feel lonley. let yourself cry and get drunk and write bad poetry and text the wrong person, none of it will keep you from getting exactly where you want to be.

none of it will keep you from becoming me. you need not do anything, you are already so loved and so powerful. your only goal is to prove to yourself that is the case, whcih is somethign i know you can do, because i did it.

and i am you.

i wish i coudl tell you exactly how everything turns out, but for now i will jsut say that it turns out amazing. mason, i have everything either of us have ever wanted. i am helping people in wayus that i cannot even express. i can be in multiple places at once, and in each of them i am extremely kind and helping change the lives of so many people. i’ve even visited you, if you can remember. no, really, i have. i can time travel, and there is nobody more derserving of this powerful love that i have to give than you.

when things are hard and you feel liek you are going off track, don’t blame yourself. blame nobody. love the journey! you drank too much wine? so what? you love wine, you felt good o

r you didn’t either way you felt what you needed to feel. the world is full of magic, whether you choose to recognize it or not

and god, i understand not wanted to recognize it. it makes sense. i have been there, it is scary, and yoru self doubt will exist for a long long time. it does get easier, but you always have to be aware. there will always be forces trying to mvoe you down, and it is your job, your safcred duty for the sake of yourself and every other human on this beaitiful planet, to recognize the monsters in all their new forms.

when you mind wanders, accept it. repeat this, i love and accept this outcome. i love and accept this reality. you will start to internalize this message, and it will give you the control you want over the life you want to live, over the life of others.

you don’t know anything, and that is true. you don’t really know how you’re going to get there. but you do know one thing: the universe is constanlty trying to make you the best, most loving version of yourself.

please heed the call. and trust that it will happen. because, believe me, it does.

love,

mason in the not too distant future

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