hey

its me

im not sure what i really want to say to you. i am too attached to you. i am hurt that you don’t text as much as i want you to. 

i know this is the limbic brian seeing everything as a possible threat. its scary. 

i realize that this is irrational. 

but the thoughts are still there. 

therefore i choose joy. that is my greatest weapon against the mind. 

i will fill my life with love. i will ask if i am being kind and loving to myself. if i am not, i will sense how i can be

this. will. liberate. me. 

now its time i do some just dance because that is the kindest thing i could do right now

see ya!